Thank you to everyone who follows my pages and continues to support my wild and crazy dreams. I cannot wait to show you all of the beautiful images I am working on.
I need your help. I ask you to take a moment to read this because it's extremely hard for me to admit and write.
For the last week or so I have been struggling. Work has been making me feel overwhelmed. I've been having not good day after not the best day and my anxiety has been saying hello at least once a day. I realized I was struggling when my best friend called to ask about my day and I told her I just wanted to cry, but couldn't find the strength to break down. I started to evaluate my emotions and plan my days out to try and get my momentum back but my concentration for work was shot and I was doing all that I could to get my to-do list on track.
I have been working my ass off my entire life and it's what I do best. I put my entire being into things that I am passionate about and it's one of my favorite things about me. Which is why no matter what is going on my clients always get their photos on time and I always show up:)
A few months back I gave my all to creating a video for my Dad. I didn't know what else to do. How else could I fix this? My heart was breaking already with the thought of losing him. How could I even imagine what he is going through? Or how my Mom must feel? What about my sister? How could she not have him be there for her in every milestone in her life? Who else would tease her to the point we all laugh until we can’t breathe. We created the video. It took a lot of work by Dane and it’s incredible the story he tells. Because it feels like us. It’s our story.
The constant struggle for me was not knowing what I could do? If I could do anything? I am crying now as I write this. I have to ask for help but normally I do everything on my own. I asked for help and lucky for me a lot of people were willing to help. I knew going into making the video that we had one shot to share it. One big boost was all we could hope for. Because that’s how social media works. We get one chance to make a viral video. Our video is long though. Our story is more than 60 seconds. Our story requires people to take 5 minutes from their busy day to get to know my Dad.
Was I really asking for too much?
My Dad wants to help as many people as we can. That’s always been his goal. All I wanted was to reach as many people as possible as quickly as possible. I had to take a break from helping keep the momentum of his video. It was a hard choice for me but searching for a kidney is a group effort and I felt like I couldn’t offer much help during one of the busier seasons of my work. So for the last few weeks Ive been putting my everything into my business. Trying to crush it and maintain some sort of balance in my life. Until last Monday. My day just wouldn’t cooperate with me and I couldn’t figure out why. I told Sam I wanted to cry, she gave me permission to do so but I just couldn’t find the strength to break down.
Until I got a message from a client. It was hopeful and encouraging and reminded me that there is so much good in this world that it’s ok to be realistic with a side of optimism. It showed me that even though I felt as if I wasn’t doing enough on my own that other people were out there talking about my Dad and telling others about the impact that our video has made.
The tears came and have been hanging around for a few days. Unsure of what I should do next, I called my Dad to check in today and he informed me that his kidney function had dropped and that he has a meeting with his doctor and is closer to being put on dialysis. We really don’t want to go down this path as it could make it harder for him going forward. As he tells me about this, he then tells me in a strangely uplifting and adamant tone that he’s ordered magnets for his car. He tells me what they will say and that it will include the National Registry information big and bold. He tells me that his info will be there too, but smaller.
Even now, when his results aren’t any better he is still trying to help others before himself. I don’t know how to convince everyone that he’s worth keeping around as long as possible because everyone benefits from his kindness and selflessness.
So here is where I need your help. I have tried to keep my FB and Social media pages clear from the posts asking for help all day every day. This is bigger than us and has the chance to be EVERYTHING to somebody.
If you could take a few minutes and watch our video that is what I am asking. So many people share it and we appreciate every share, but if you could watch it first, then you might want to write a little something or share it on your page. If you feel like you want to do more, contact the news stations or send it to your boss. I know that it will be hard to get momentum like we did the first time but our story still resonates with people and we can help so many by telling it.
If you have made it this far, I want to thank you from the bottom of my heart for reading along. Next, I want to thank you for watching this video. If you are wanting to know more about how you can help here’s a list of things you can do right now.
• See if you are a match / Donate a kidney: Contact Julie [email protected] 404.605.2950
• SHARE this video on your page and on other people’s pages. (post to news outlets)
(this works best if you write a little caption and of course make sure your post is public)
• Donate https://www.gofundme.com/guys-living-donor-kidney-campaign
• Talk about Organ Donation and being a LIVING donor with everyone.
If you need more ideas or want to know how else you can help those in need please let us know. There are many programs and tasks we can set you up with.
Thank you again.
Hope and love,
jenna
My Parents' Love through my lens.
Share our story on Facebook: HERE
THE BAG. My friends at Peak Design sent over their EveryDay Backpack to carry with me on my road trip. It fit everything I needed it to and more. I was able to carry all of my gear, my essentials and had pockets for every memory card, pen and notebook. My computer and hard drives fit in there too and I had the 20L, not even the biggest one they make. I have received so many compliments on this bag about it's design and functional aspects. It's perfect for so many things. I've even had people tell me it would make for a great diaper bag. Go check out all of their awesome gear HERE.
This photo below was the photo that summed up my trip. The idea of me doing exactly what I wanted to do because I wanted to do it. That was reason enough. I felt so happy in this moment. This was also the day that I gave myself a deadline. To pull myself out of the depths of what was bringing me down. I had to choose to continue putting more work in and figure it out or start fresh. But whatever my choice would be, I couldn't continue to be in the darkness.
Life is not always cookie cutter. It can surprise you sometimes. When we were younger, my sister Jessie and I learned that we had another sister (half sister from biological father side) out there somewhere west of us. Then about 9 years ago we found her on Facebook. Im not sure how it happened or who made the connections but it did. Our lives were completely different. She hadn't learned about us until later in her life. We lived across the country from each other. None of us were quite sure on how we would fit, if we would fit in each others' lives. Last year, while on this trip I made the decision to reach out and finally meet my youngest sister. I meet people all of the time and after years of Facebook friendship I figured it wouldn't be much different than meeting other people from the internet. I didn't take in account that she might be nervous or not want to meet me or any of the things. But we made it happen. She took a chance on me too. I was on this road trip and I had places to go and stops to make. Along the way, I picked her up and she headed to the coast with me. We chatted and found similarities and some differences. She told me about her life and growing up as an only child. She took me to meet her Grandmother and showed me her favorite places. She wouldn't let me sit on the edge of the sandstone cliffs and warned me about how people died doing what I wanted to do. We sat in silence a few times and took in the views. I got to visit with her again this year when I was in Portland for a friends' birthday and Im sure we will see each other again many times in our lives. This may seem not as warm and fuzzy as a movie would make it play out. Long lost sisters and family we didn't know of. Here is my reality of the entire thing. I'm the oldest, well sort of. (different story maybe one day) I've always had a little sister. One that I love with all of my heart. Before meeting JC I felt so much guilt and nervousness that my sister Jessie would feel less than or something along those lines. I made sure to ask about her feelings of me meeting our sister and with her approval I moved forward to do it. I went in with no expectations and left feeling relief and content. We don't know where our relationship will go or what it will become but what we do know is that we had different upbringings, different lives and experiences. We have our own lives and it's ok that we don't fit into them in an intense way. My family is made up of what a lot of families are: step siblings, step parents, half siblings, crappy family members, divorces, marriages, crazy aunts and uncles, some cousins that are weird and extended family that you aren't sure you would admit to being related to. You know the drill folks. Families are weird. But I am a firm believer that you get to choose your family. I have the best family I could ever ask for. That family is always accepting of adding new people into our chosen family. I feel so privileged to have met Jennifer and that we continue to be in contact. I cannot wait to see all of the incredible things that she does with her life. (she's already doing great things) It's crazy how the world works and how with the internet you can find people you are related to like never before.
After I returned from my trip I was met with a lot of negativity and confusion. As soon as I was back in STL I was ready to go again. My wanderlust had only began to take flight and I knew this (traveling) was something I needed more of in my life. To feel connected to the world and to myself. Someone told me "I thought you would be better when you got back" as if my anxiety and constant daily struggles would magically disappear. Another person told me "Jenna, I know you see other people doing this, but the grass is always greener...." I tuned them out. Listen folks, the grass is greener where you fucking water it ok? Take care of your grass whatever form that comes in. For me, I needed to take care of myself to learn from the struggles. To allow change to happen even though it was met with the most resistance. There were others that asked me about my trip and genuinely wanted to know how it made me feel. To those people, I thank you from the bottom of my heart.
This last year has been the most awakening year of my life. I hope to be able to write about it in more detail and share my journey with as many people as want to listen.
To anyone who is considering traveling or doing something that feels scary, I say do it. I mean yeh maybe don't do scary things that might cause you or someone else harm. But if you feel like going on a trip by yourself but don't think you are brave enough to do it, just go. You have to take risks on yourself to grow. Don't live vicariously through anyone else's life online. Go and live your own. Experience as much as you can. Enjoy the tiniest of things. If you feel as if you need permission, here it is.
These five couldn't be any cuter. In love with their outfits and their always happy & smiling faces.
Amber (mom): "Joel wanted everything to be normal and comfortable with the least amount of posing. I was exhausted because I generally get 4-5 hours of interrupted sleep at night with Lola, but I still wanted photos that captured us at our best. Lola was her normal chill self. As long as she was fed and tummy time didn't take too long, she was happy. Franklin was excited someone new was there to give him attention. He's not so sure about what the baby means to him yet, but as long as he is also getting love, he is happy. We went through what a good day would be with Jenna in tow (tummy time, breastfeeding, playing together on the bed, porch time, a walk) and I think the pictures really captured how happy those moments make us in between all the exhaustion of having a newborn."
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Email me to set up a session!
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Location - Casa del Herrero
Olivia's first outfit- Ted Baker, dress and shoes
Aaron- Ted Baker/Cole Hahn
Blue dress was - Lulu's/shoes J Adams
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If you're looking at these and thinking, "I wish I had photos like this of my family!" Chances are, we'd be a good fit. The real moments in life are hard to capture, but that's my passion and I am committed to creating an experience for you rather than just a series of posed photos. I want you to remember this day fondly, enjoy yourself and have that feeling again every time you look at your photos.
Email me to set up a session. I am looking to add more travel dates to my schedule.. So let me know what city you’re in & we will get it booked!
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If you're looking at these and thinking, "I wish I had photos like this of my family!" Chances are, we'd be a good fit. The real moments in life are hard to capture, but that's my passion and I am committed to creating an experience for you rather than just a series of posed photos. I want you to remember this day fondly, enjoy yourself and have that feeling again every time you look at your photos.
Email me to set up a session. I am looking to add more travel dates to my schedule.. So let me know what city you’re in & we will get it booked!
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Email me to set up a session. I am looking to add more travel dates to my schedule.. So let me know what city you’re in & we will get it booked!
]]>These two were going to try to find a photographer in Colorado, but as soon as I knew they needed one I was on it. I'm SO glad I was able to be a part of this day! This is one of my favorite shoots to date, and we had so much fun trudging through the snow & wandering around the woods in fancy clothes! I'm so looking forward to shooting their wedding next year at The Manor House in Littleton!
This little beauty's name is Camille. Always smiling and full of energy! This set of photos takes me back to the good old days of romping around the yard, going barefoot with the pups, and playing make-believe that you're a fairy princess exploring a far-away mystical land. I also kind of want that bathing suit in my size. ;-)
If while looking at these you found yourself thinking, "I wish I had photos like this of my family!" Chances are, we'd be a good fit. The real moments in life can be hard to capture, but that's my passion and I am committed to creating an experience for you rather than just a series of posed photos. I want you to remember this day fondly and enjoy yourself, and have that feeling again every time you look at your photos.
Email me to set up a session. I'll be traveling this year to the following places (with more to come!):
-May 4th-7th Westport Connecticut & NYC
-May 11th-12th Tampa, Florida
I travel for shoots often, so if you don't see your city listed, let me know! We can make something happen.
Spring & Summer are booking up quickly, but there are still spots available.
I'm so excited to meet you and document that love of yours!
If you're a social media junkie like me, feel free to follow me here:
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Email me to set up a session. I'll be traveling this year to the following places (with more to come!):
-May 4th-7th Westport Connecticut & NYC
-May 11th-12th Tampa, Florida
I travel for shoots often, so if you don't see your city listed, let me know! We can make something happen.
Spring & Summer are booking up quickly, but there are still spots available.
I'm so excited to meet you and document that love of yours!
If you're a social media junkie like me, feel free to follow me here:
Facebook, Instagram, Google+, Pinterest, & Twitter.
Borrowed & Blue featured this wedding on their site! Check out their publication here.
Florist: purchased wholesale from Phillip's Flowers
Wedding Dress: Sophia Tolli Designer "Leigh" dress purchased from Fifi's.
Groom's Tux: Combatant Gentlemen
Bride's Ring: Ethan Lord
Groom's Ring: Macy's
Groomsmen Accessories: ties, pocket squares, and tie clips from The Tie Bar
Stationary: Jessica Deitrich of FourthAvenueDesign
Wedding Party Attire: Bridesmaids dresses Lulus Groomsmen Combatent Gentlemen Flower Girls Milly Wedding Shop
Ceremony & Reception Venue: Danada House
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Florist: Fabbrini Flowers, Inc.
Wedding Dress: A Joyful Occasion
Suit/Tux: Men's Warehouse
Rings: Lordo's Diamonds
MUA: Lips & Lashes Bridal
Save The Dates/Invitations: M Haley Design
Bridesmaid Dresses: Bella Bridesmaids
Catering: Stonegate Conference & Banquet Center
Ceremony Location: St. Nectarios Greek Orthodox Church
Reception Location: Stonegate Conference & Banquet Center
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I hope you’ve enjoyed these photos as much as I enjoyed taking them. If you've found yourself thinking, “I wish I could have photos like this!”, chances are, we’d work well together. The real moments in life aren’t always easy to capture, but that’s my passion and I’m committed to creating a memorable experience for you and your loved ones rather than just a series of posed photos.
Wedding season is upon us and spots are filling up quickly! I still have some dates available, so feel free to email me and let's create some beautiful images together that will last a lifetime. I look forward to meeting you and documenting your special day!
If you're a social media junkie like me, feel free to follow me on Facebook, Pinterest, Twitter, Instagram, or Google +.
Cheers!
VENDORS:
Wedding Planner: Style Altar'd
Photographer: J Elizabeth Photography
Florist: Flowers and Weeds
Wedding Dress: Hayley Paige of Anna Be Bridal in Denver, CO
Suit/Tux: Pants: Express Ties: The Tie Bar
Jeweler/Wedding Ring/Engagement Ring: Bride's Rings: Karimabad, Pakistan and Nice, France Groom's Ring: Sarah O Jewelry in Denver, CO
Jewelry Accessories: headpiece from BHLDN
Hair Stylist: Kala Martin
Makeup Artist: Beauty by Whitney
Shoes: Bhldn
Stationery Save the Dates: M Haley Designs
Ceremony Location: Old Barn Inn, St. Albans
Reception Location: Old Barn Inn, St. Albans
DJ/Band: Ceremony: Matthew O'Toole Reception: Fabulous Motown Revue
Definitely can't tell these three are related ;-)
Of course the girls need matching bows!
Sometimes you just have to take a coloring break
Look at that smile :-)
Uh-oh.. the pup looks like he might be jealous of all the attention his new sibling is getting!
Carter and his brother Cooper getting acquainted in big brother's bed
It's pretty clear how adoring the family is of their newest addition!
About 6 months later, Carter is looking bright eyed and big as can be!
The Taylors laugh together as they take a stroll through the park
Carter is now 9 months and growing up so much! Before long his crib won't be able to contain him!
The Taylor family takes a break & reads together next to their Christmas tree
All smiles from this happy little fellow, he must love his mommy.
Here's Carter one year old! Standing on his own like a big boy!
Happy Birthday, Carter! We can tell you enjoyed your cake, especially the bright blue frosting!
A round of applause for Carter's first year!
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Say Hello to Grace, possibly the smiliest baby EVER!
She even smiles while she sleeps :-) how adorable!
The Ridley family in their beautiful nursery
Would you look at all of that hair?!
If those chubby cheeks don't melt your heart, I don't know what will..
Dad whispering secrets to Julian
.. and now, tickle time!
You can see how much this mom loves her kiddos, and how much they love her back!
There you are, Kit! Rise & shine, little one!
Big brother lovingly kisses baby sister's hand. So sweet.
Time for a little father-son bonding!
Kit gets in on the action, too.
Kit is overwhelmed with love!
One of Julian's many goofy faces of the day :-p
You can just feel the love radiating from these two!
Baby Theodore has finally arrived!
The Hill family relaxes at home with their newest addition, Theodore, swaddled in a comfy blanket in mommy's arms.
Is this not the cuddliest basket you've ever seen?!
The tiniest fingers and toes!
Theodore & his elephant friend, (if he's anything like me, he'll love this elephant well into his teenage years!)
How warm does that hat look? I'd nap if I were that cozy, too.
The whole family is excited to welcome Theodore home! He'll be big enough one day to play with his mommy, daddy, and new puppy friends :-)
Super long, stream of consciousness post, about this Woman.
I wanted to write a bit about my journey and how I am where I am TODAY.
8 1/2 years ago I decided to move to a new city. To open a new chapter in my life and try out something new. I was met with pretty harsh criticism and doubt. People I knew would say “ why would you move there?” “you don’t even know anyone” “why give up your life for someone you don’t even know” “i give your relationship 6 months tops”
These comments were from women. My guy friends were all supportive and ready to come visit.
My goal when moving to STL was to start my own business. With all of my ‘things’ stored between a warehouse, my car and my old apartment. I was on my own with what clothes I could carry with me. I started a new job downtown STL as a waitress. I made it clear when I started that job that I could only work Monday - Friday during the day. (which is pretty much unheard of in the service industry) When I was interviewed, I told them this was a job that was going to pay my bills while I created my own business. So at 4pm every weekday and weekends I started creating that business. Thanks to Katie Temple who was the first woman in St Louis to open a door for me, to see that I was serious about what i wanted to do and to give me the opportunity to be a daytime server Monday- Friday.
For three years I hustled. I created a base of regulars that came in on their set day of the week (sometimes multiple days) These regulars knew my dreams. They knew my entire life story. They came back in to hear the next “random Jenna Story.” They believed in what I was building. At the same time that I was surrounded by support, I had other people around me introducing me as “This is Jenna, she works at LPG, she does photography on the side” Or “she takes photos sometimes”
This may not seem like a negative comment but I promise you the intentions behind these statements was anything but positive. When people would talk about me or say what I did for a living, they wouldn’t introduce me as the Entrepreneur or the Photographer or the Artist, they would introduce me as a server. As if that was supposed to be a bad thing.
*Let me point something out. Servers, Bartenders, and most people in the industry, hustle harder than most people I know. They put up with the most ridiculous things all while make sure than every penny they receive was well earned. There are people like myself and everyone’s favorite guy Kellan, who fucking slay at serving. People drive hours to see their favorite server. They are loyal when they find a server they like and sometimes, we get those super special regulars that tip a ridiculous amount because they see the hustle and they support what we are about. There is NOTHING wrong with being a server.
Three years. I worked full time as a daytime server and full time with my main goal of having my own business. Here’s where I think it gets good. My main goal of having my own business is always evolving, but at that time, my goal was to be able to pay my bills by taking photos. I took on every job I could find and had a hard time saying no. I charged pennies to every dollar other people were charging, not realizing I was hurting myself as well as the industry. But I had to start somewhere and had no one to guide me. I was swimming all alone with no direction but I was getting somewhere.
The day came where it was time for me to leave the restaurant industry. This was tough for me because I had loved it for so long and it was a major part of me and how I engaged with other people. I was greeted with bittersweet support from all of my regulars. They didn't want me to leave but they knew I had been planning on this day for a while and that I had taken my time to make sure it was what I wanted. I was also greeted with cynicism and doubt. From people who really never supported me in the first place. From the same people who never understood that my serving job was about paying bills and creating a network. This time this negativity was coming from mostly men. Men who doubted me and my goals and couldn’t understand that a woman could make her own dreams come true and could hustle just as hard as they could. These men didn’t comprehend that change is needed to grow and continue to this day to do the same things over and over only to gain the same result.
The next few years are a blur. The rollercoaster of owning your own business but being a service based luxury item is something only other people in the same boat understand. When I try to explain the thrill or the exhaustion sometimes people shrug and say “but isn’t this what you wanted” which I quickly always respond with “HELL YES.” When I moved to this new city I knew I wanted to create a new life for myself. But that meant so much more than finding a new job or starting a new business. That meant I needed to grow too. I was in a new relationship and wanted to be a good partner. I wanted to be the best version of myself that I could be. I knew I needed to be 100% myself at all times and this is intense to most people. I also knew that a lot of the habits that I learned between 2004 & 2008 needed to be squashed immediately. The main habit was seeing other people as competition. Other photographers, other people working, other women. When you are first taught something you assume you are being taught correctly. This isn’t always the case. Luckily, I had parents who “raised me right” My basic principles were spot on. The one about treating others how you want to be treated always stuck with me. However this got a little tricky when I was told that other photographers were competition or other women were too. I didn’t want to be like that. So I stopped.
No joke. I made the decision one day and that same day, I reached out to other photographers in the area. Some remember the super awkward way that I did it but I found my way as time went on. I emailed photographers, I met up with them for coffee. We brainstormed on how to make the industry better in the area. I joined groups for networking. I commented like a crazy person on everyone’s pretty photos. I was a fan of their work and wanted them to be a fan of mine. I realized that my main goal was to be inclusive and that sometimes that thought of “these photographers aren’t really your friends, they are competition, they are taking your business” would creep up, but not even in my own head. It would appear in the form of GOSSIP. At networking and photography meet ups, I could hear it from across the room. That negativity creeping into the conversation and making it’s way towards me. And remember how I told myself to always be 100% authentically me. This is one of those moments. I stopped the conversation in a group of people and said, “ I’m sorry, I can’t be a part of a conversation like this. I came here to uplift and encourage the photographers around me” and I picked myself up and moved to the other side of the table where I began to engage in positive conversations about growing our businesses and working together. Some people think my actions were bitchy or rude. I look at it like this: Year after year you are surrounded by negativity and gossip and doubt, the only way to make a difference is to start with yourself. So I did. People started to notice. and BAM!!! after a few times of excusing myself from the table, others around me started to focus their energy and conversation on being part of the change and growth, not getting sucked into the the wormhole of negativity.
Over the years some of my best friends that I have made are photographers all around the world. Men and Women that uplift each other. Listen to each other on the rough days and are the biggest cheerleaders on the good ones.
Owning your own business isn’t for everyone and it definitely isn’t for the lazy. As your business grows you grow and you have to make changes. Pricing has to evolve and grow with the times, you can’t charge $100 to take photos and give every photo away. I could spend time now breaking down the costs of business or explain how much my actual take home is or why it’s important I make enough to feed myself, etc. But I’m not going to do that. As the business grows, just like as I have grown as a person, some people have to be let go. For those who know me at all, it’s pretty clear that I am passionate about what I do, I adore each client that I get and basically make everyone my best friend. However as my business has grown I have lost clients to other photographers in the industry that are charging $100 or free. BUT on the other hand as I’ve grown and my business has blossomed. I’ve gained new clients that understand the value in what I do and provide. For every person who writes and says “ you charge too much” or “ well, so and so charged X can you do the same for that amount” instead of writing back and saying “I don’t even charge what I’m supposed to be charging you are getting a steal and you don’t even know it” I focus on the positive people around me. In 2014 I realized this for the first time, value is key. I had a client (who is now one of my favorite people ever) come to me and tell me “ I’m going to do a session with you one day, I just had to save up for it” A few months later she came to me for her session. She paid in cash, small bills. She had made it her main intention to save up and set a goal. She saw the value in what I was providing. Much more than a click of a button. She wanted the experience and she earned it. After yard sales and skipping a few Starbucks here and there, she had saved up and rewarded herself. It is still one of my favorite experiences as a business owner. People were understanding the value of all the time, blood, sweat, and tears that I had poured into this business. This is success right? I say yes it is. However success isn’t always measured on all of the good things that happen but also how to overcome the shitty stuff.
*adding a few photos to give your eyes a break:)
As a woman, I hear things every day that make me cringe. and that brings me to 2016.
This is the year I gave my everything and was rewarded in a few different ways. 2016 was the busiest year to date. That sounds good, it was good, but it was also a bit chaotic. I knew starting in 2016 I wanted more time with my family. I wanted more time in my relationship. I wanted to see more concerts and travel and do things I wanted to do. To do this I had to master my schedule. So all of the fun stuff came first. Family time was put on the schedule way in advance. No impromptu hang outs or visits. I was MAKING time for my family and that was that. Next Concerts. these were easy to plan because they schedule in advance. Oh that relationship thing. We’ve been together for so many years it’s easy to become complacent or too comfortable. So I scheduled off weekends. BIG X through those dates. Nothing would be able to interrupt my time with my love. Travel… well if it wasn’t for work, it wasn’t happening. Finally. the rest of the days were for work. and by the rest I mean every, single one of them. If i wanted to see Beyonce, I needed to work for it. If I wanted to take 3 days off to visit my parents, well, you better work twice as hard Jenna. So I did. and I was killing it. I heard wedding guests ask me “ how much do you charge for a wedding?” I would respond and they would gasp and say “well damn, if I’d known that I would have been a photographer” or other guests would come up to me and comment on my hair and state they are more conservative than I am. As if they could tell anything about my by the fact that my hair was a rainbow ;) But although I laugh at the last comment it was the way people spoke to me that started to cut a little deeper last year. Didn’t they see how hard I was working? How can I make them understand that I’m working twice sometimes three times as hard to be taken seriously than my male counterparts? And for some of those comments I had to respond with, they will never change.
Did I mention I hustled last year? With every single day filled with work, I couldn’t actually get ahead. But that was ok because I was managing it. Most photographers will tell you that once fall arrives in the midwest, we need a bit more patience and understanding. Our jobs are so much more than taking photos, but that’s for a different post. I made it through the year. I saw Beyonce, I drove 5 hours after dancing and singing at the top of my lungs for hours so that I could shoot a wedding in Chicago the next day. I did it. It was awesome. In fact that wedding is being published on a blog soon and I killed it it was so great. I came home and went right back to work. I made it a full 10 months.
Then October hit.
The Election was coming up. Everyone around me had lost all sense of sanity it seemed and the negativity was palpable. It was exhausting. I could let it suck me in or I could power through it. I chose, what I thought was to power through it. I am a strong, motivated very independent woman. I make goals and I kick ass to achieve it. I do this because women before me have blazed the trail for me. Instead of continuously getting involved in Facebook wars, ( I left that to CLFCS) I engaged in real life conversations and was listening to everything as if it was a drug I couldn’t get enough of. I didn't want to me misinformed. I wanted to know why everyone was fighting and where it was all coming from. At the same time I had a business to run. October was awesome. I had 23 sessions and 3 weddings. I was editing till 3 am and loving every second. I was in full throttle hustle mode. Then November came and the universe was like… you aren’t going to book any shoots after November 5th because something’s about to happen. In reality I had 2 shoots after November 8th. It wasn’t easy. and NO THIS IS NOT ABOUT A TEAM LOSING. It was about something else. Right now as I type this the knot is building up in my stomach because it’s so hard to explain what happened to me. This is me trying. I have been taught my entire life that if I worked hard I could do whatever it was I wanted to do. It’s going to be hard. You will fight for everything. You will see other people succeed down a much easier path. You will doubt yourself as others around you rise up. BUT you will congratulate them on their success and continue to work harder, because you don’t give up on your dreams. You shouldn’t get emotional because you need to pick yourself up and work harder. So year after year, comment after comment that is what I did. That’s who I am. I fight for what I believe in. I fight for those I love. I fight for those I don’t even know. I work hard because I like to feel that my work has paid off and that my goals are reached because of my dedication. I think that no matter how many setbacks I endure that one day, I will look at what I’ve accomplished and feel proud of what I’ve done without the guilt that comes with it for some reason. That day was yesterday by the way, but Im not quite ready to tell you about it.
November happened.
Just like that the world seemed different. again, not because a team lost or won. For me, if I’m completely honest. OF COURSE SHE HAD FAULTS. but that’s politics and we aren’t going there because this isn’t about that. It’s about the fact that no matter the scandal or whatever negativity was around it all. I was shown that no matter how qualified or how hard a woman worked, no matter how hard a woman played in a mans world… well it still wasn't enough.
I was crushed. It’s like someone just told me to my face “that’s cute you want to be a lady entrepreneur, but be real, men are better” I heard people actually say to my face “there’s just some jobs that men do better than women” and to that person I caved and asked “please tell me… what jobs do men do better than women” To which they replied… “ I dunno, like investment banking” HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH This was real life. A “man” told ME that women couldn’t be good at investments? I mean for a second i was hoping he was going to say fire fighter or penis model to which I would have shown him some bad ass women fire fighters and conceded to the comment of penis model.
It was all around me. The comments never stopped. and it wasn’t just men. Women around me were saying the same thing. “well maybe a woman can’t do (x) “ My world was spinning out of control. What in the world are people talking about? Women have literally brought every single human to this planet and you are tell me that we can’t do something. What is happening?
I witnessed a friend of mine be one of the strongest women I have ever met. Her parents died within weeks of each other. She has a two year old at home. She’s pregnant with their second child. Her husband get’s hit by a car in a hit and run just a few weeks before the baby is due. With her Husband unable to walk, in an out of hospital and surgeries and home therapy. She has their second child. 4 days later I run into her at Target and cannot believe my eyes. She’s walking through target baby in cart because “who else is going to help her” she is incredible and no one could make her believe she isn’t powerful. K- you inspire more people that you know!
Then I see families being torn apart of the polar opposite feelings about things I thought were already common sense.
Over the years I have been good about cutting out the negativity in my life. I consider myself a realist. I look at things from multiple angles. I make decisions based on facts and research. I give people too many chances, because I am always hopeful that reason will win in any disagreement. I don’t look for the negative but acknowledge when it is there and I am active at making changes to conquer it. Sometimes that means that people have to be cut out or a break needs to be taken from a person or group. Since high school I’ve been quick to get negative draining people out of my life. Ask Hilary. We have gotten rid of a lot of crappy people in our lives over the years.
*remember when Kodak was this small
In November & December it wasn’t so easy. So many people were fighting for what they believed in and no matter how much I listened or tried to understand I couldn’t find a way. I was told that I had disappointed people. I was told that Marching wouldn’t solve anything. I was told that I wasn’t taking responsibility for my actions or that women should know better. All from behind a computer. I was told that my real life interactions with other human beings was cute but that people don’t change. If you have read this far, you know that I don't believe that. That I’ve tried to make a difference and I have succeeded in small ways. But small ways are how change starts so why doesn’t that count?
So what happened? Jenna…. get to the point! Well you wont believe it but more shitty stuff happened. My anxiety started to return. In a way that some people wont understand. November, December, January. Consumed with stress, anxiety, doubt, and fear. Not just a little bit but to the point I was 12 years ago when I allowed “doctors” to prescribe me a million different meds at once because I thought I was going crazy. It was rising up and I was starting to be unable to channel my anxiety into a positive outcome. I was giving in to the occasional Facebook fight. I couldn’t take a compliment without biting someone’s head off. My house was a mess and every single thing that was out of place was weighing down on me. I didn’t want to be around anyone. I had a family member pass away and I couldn’t even mourn the right way. My cat accidentally sliced through my lip leaving a scar on my face and it became a complex. I have obsessed and panicked about how this scar will forever mark my face. I felt defeated. Every day wanting to stay in bed. Wanting to give up and figure out something else to do with my life because what I’m doing doesn’t even matter. I was consumed with the Pale blue dot that we live on being minuscule and meaningless. I worked YEARS to build my skin up thick to power through everything to hustle to no end and then Winter came. The dark gloomy skies of the midwest in winter. drained me. The sun went down at 4pm and i was ready for bed. The people closest to me understood. They sort of felt the same way. I caught myself only talking about negative stuff and drifting into this world that I jumped out of years ago. It was exhausting. I didn’t want to go back. I wanted this life that I had created for myself. I wanted to keep it because I had earned it.
I knew I was better. I treat people with more kindness than I ever expect to receive in return. (except for bad drivers and people that are rude to their servers) I didn’t want to be mean spirited or hateful like so many others. I wanted to remain realistic but hopeful. I wanted to see the best in other and do my best.
I decided to dive back in.
My house felt like the walls were caving in around me. The paint was ugly and outdated and there was too much stuff all around me. You know that book “The Art of Tidying up”? well i haven’t read it. I don't need to read it. I already know that it’s something that would inspire me but also overwhelm my other half. You know that show Hoarders? Sometimes I put it on so I realize our mess isn’t that bad, I think it motivates me more than seeing the possibility of a heavenly OCD clean house. I had this great idea of repainting our place, to take on 9 years of clutter and “collection”. And guess what happened? The universe said…. “HAHAHAHAH you want to start a house project guess what else you have to do” It happened.
The weather in St Louis jumped to 70 degrees. for like 3 full weeks. My schedule filled with sessions. It was incredible but I wasn’t ready. I had to finish my office, I wanted my kitchen to be organized. I wanted my closet to be put back together and to stop living out of luggage. But that wasn’t going to happen. My February became my October. I couldn't believe it. With the sun shining and the air not hurting my face, I started to feel like myself. My conversations became motivated and purposeful. I was engaging in activities to move things forward instead of back. I was Resisting the urge to give in to the anxiety and go to the dark side. I was fighting again for what I wanted in my life and for others. It was a slow turn, but a turn of events for sure. The weather helped. Winter gets so most people and they don’t even realize it. I always prepare for the Winters, but had no idea this one was going to be so bad. Can I also state that I love snow but we (STL) haven’t gotten a single snow to play in all winter which bums me out.
I started looking for a new assistant. I thought I found the perfect one. Then it didn’t work out. The timing wasn’t right. She is incredible and WILL be part of my team some day when the timing is a bit better. I didn’t feel as defeated as I thought I would.
I can do this. I’ve done it for years on my own. I’ll be fine. I just have to find my rhythm again. But this time I’m not alone. Remember I told you that over the years, the negative people have been excluded from my life…. well that means that the positive influencers are still here. And oh do I have an arsenal. My Partner. My Family. My team. My squad. My Wellness Entourage. They let me have my moment. I took a moment. Maybe a few months longer than I had planned. But they stayed with me. They might not have even understood what was going on, but they could feel it. They answered calls when I made them and they let me be when I needed to be alone. They let me cry and some made fun of me for doing it so often. (as a person who doesn’t normally cry that often the last few months have been draining to say the least) There were angry tears, sad from loss tears, scared tears, tears over someone else’s success. Tears because someone I love, finally began putting her artwork into a book and it’s so beautiful that I couldn't contain myself. I let myself be in my feelings and writing this now is a reminder that it’s really important to feel whatever you are feeling because it’s the only way you will really heal.
*Shout out to Shannon Duggan Photography for making us look cool
Then the magic happened. That moment of feeling empowered and motivated to conquer anything and everything. To be the baddest boss bitch there ever was. It’s happening. A few weeks ago a friend reached out and offered to try to become my new assistant. It’s a task for sure and not the easiest one. When I am motivated to succeed and work hard it’s hard for people to keep up and even harder for them not to be overwhelmed. I need someone to keep me focused and on track and manage all of the million things I am trying to do at once. With Paint swatches painted all over the house, boxes everywhere, shelves fill to the point you feel like they will crash down around you. She stepped up. I will be introducing everyone to her in a few weeks. The first time I overwhelmed her. She stopped. She told me. We figured out a way to confront this issue and we moved forward. It was unreal. We have challenges ahead but we are tackling them one at a time.
Everything got moved out of my office, the new coat of paint went up and Chris and I (mainly chris) built so much furniture over the weekend. I organized everything to the standards that every OCD person would love. Down to every paper clip in it’s correct place. Chris made sure that the outlet covers were screwed on and that every screw was aligned the same direction throughout the room. It was magical. It was coming together. Was I really going to have a grown up office to run my empire from? Monday I spent the entire day finishing up the details. Some people noticed my absence and emailed me checking in. I just needed a couple of days. I knew I could accomplish it if I worked day and night to get it done.
And now we are at yesterday. The day that I revealed my new office to the people who help me. This may seem trivial or silly but it’s pretty freaking symbolic to me and here is why. I don’t do that many things for myself and I'm not being humble or trying to brag. What I mean is, I was perfectly content with my tiny desk in a messy office surrounded by stuff that should be in a storage locker. I would focus my eyes on my computer and work. Some days it would get to me but I would power through and say it wasn’t worth the trouble to get rid of the mess or make the change or take the time to deal with it. Well the day came and I hit that breaking point and it was time for a change and a bit one. By having a new color of paint, daylight lightbulbs, a stand or sit desk, a desk for an assistant, a fuzzy rug for the kitties and a shelving unit fit for any level of OCD. It made a difference. When I revealed the office to the girls yesterday they couldn’t contain themselves. Hugging me for changing the office seemed odd until it sunk in that this small change was HUGE for us. It was something we needed. Something to show that we have come so far and still have so far to go. Do I still have a dream that Ill have a different office one day, yes, but holy shit let me tell you that this is a dream that came true. And it was possible because I made it happen. I put in the work. I figured it out. I cried through the struggle and it’s working.
I feel strong and empowered and am ready to kick ass at everything I do. The negativity is fading and the realistic motivated queen that I know I am is coming back. I am ready to empower other women and surround myself with women and men that do the same. And to the men out there who read this, it’s ok to empower the women around you. In fact I challenge you to do it. Be mindful of how you speak to the women in your life because we are listening. I am lucky enough to have a partner who is the biggest feminist I know and even he is still learning. Women can do better too! I am ready to empower other women and don’t worry I will still call out those who try to keep us down. Those lovely misogynist women out there, I’ll call you on it and I’m happy to do so. It’s not a time to fight each other. It’s time to stick together and resist the temptation to be ok with the status quo. There will be ups and downs and even further downs but we will rise up. There will be passive comments that don’t sink in until later. There will be hatefulness and negativity all around us but we will be fine.
So to the Women at work today that think that this Women’s Day is silly. I work hard and I fight for you too. I lead by example so that maybe, I can make a difference in some ONE’s life. I don’t need to change everyone nor do I want to. I want to make a tangible difference in those who interact with me in the real world and I will continue to do so in my work and in my life. It is a privilege to be able to share my story with those who want to read it. Now I am off to tell other peoples’ stories through the photos that I capture for them.
Feel free to stick around and look through more pretty photos if you need a break from all of this reading:)
and for those curious to know who has had the biggest impact on my life in the most positive ways here is a start at that
ever-growing list:
My Mom, Jean
My Dad, Guy
My Grandmother, Shelby
My Sister, Jessie
My Love, Christopher
My Besties: Hilary, Samantha, Shannon, Heather, Rebecca, Sammi Jo, Linda, Katie C., Maddy, Joe K, Joe W.
My Wellness Entourage: Emily S. , Dr Matt Smith, Mandy G. Elizabeth R.
The Inlaws and my other family:
Debi, Bob, Katherine, Ryan, Brian, Stacey
Cathy & Rick,
Cynthia & Cindy
and those who didn't know they had an impact here's to you
Sara D.
Tara C
Noah
Sean
Brendan
Joel D.
Kasey G
Kellan
Katie T.
Brian K
Christy H.
Neesha K.
Jennie P.
Stephanie L.
Tara K.
Thomas S.
Ashley D.
Antonio F.
JJ, Sarah, J Lo and Amanda
Evie & Jude
and this list could go on forever. if you feel left out of this list im sorry but i've been typing for like 2.5 hours and I'm hungry so I'm sure I missed someone.
What a fun shoot! Love how the boys were skeptical to get in the rain until Mom & Dad showed them how it is done. Some of the greatest photos are captured in moments like these! Love this session so much!
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This family is absolutely gorgeous!
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When people say bundle of joy, I am pretty sure this is exactly what they mean. How sweet is little baby Rose! Looks like big brother is getting the hang of it already. Thank you for letting us capture these precious moments!
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Look at this sweet little man and his awesome tattoos! Family fun time is the best!
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Here is a flashback of Sophia now versus her first year photos! How time flies!
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Photographer: J Elizabeth Photography
Florist: Urban Buds will be doing our flowers. http://citygrownflowers.com @Urban Buds
Ceremony Location: Metropolitan Community Church of Greater Saint Louis
Reception Location: http://moulinevents.com
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Wedding Dress: Style 1975 by Casablanca Bridal purchased at Amore Bridal in Missouri
Groom's Suit: Men's Warehouse
Rings: Toner Jewelers in Overland Park, Kansas for engagement ring and both bride/groom wedding bands.
Bride's earrings: Petite Crystal Drops by Kenneth Jay Lane for BHLDN
Bride's hair clip: Sweet Pea Comb from BHLDN
Groom's watch: Skagen
Groom's/Groomsmen ties: Tommy Hilfiger
Bride's sandals: Luna by Bella Belle Shoes
Groom's shoes: Kenneth Cole
Save the dates: Wedding Paper Divas
Invitations: Invitations by Dawn
Bridesmaids/Flower Girl: David's Bridal
Groomsmen: Egara from Men's Warehouse
Ring Bearer: Calvin Klein
Mr & Mrs sign: Wine Country Banners
Cake Topper: Funky Laser
Guest Book: Once Upon A Paper
Heart Seed Favors: Recycled Ideas
Ring Boxes: Clementine Weddings
Hangover Kit Tags: Izzy Bop Designs
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Next Up Gallery:
A Boudoir
Brockman 1 Year
Julia & Jacob
Katie & Megan
Chelsea & London
Natalie & Bobby
Jaclyn & Andy
FPF Leffingwell
Emily & Jen
Evie & Jude
I cannot wait to show you all what I've been working on. Thank you all for being the best clients a girl could have!!
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I've been shooting the Lucey's for years and I love every session that we have. We have a blast and the photos definitely reflect that! The Lucey's are a great example of clients that have gotten the "Baby's First Year Coverage" that I provide, and because of it, they have great photos to mark the milestones in their family's life together.
This photo is just too funny... Mariah was pushing her stomach out to mimic her mom's pregnant belly.
Of course, we couldn't forget the fur babies of the family!
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I've said it before, and I'll say it again! we had so many amazing events, sessions, and weddings last year. Looking back, it's hard to not feel especially proud of everything we were able to accomplish, and to not want to continue to show off our amazing clients! Maggie and Drew's wedding last summer turned out so beautifully- still in awe looking at the photos. (Not to mention, looking back on summer weddings leaves us wishing for warmer weather again... )They held their wedding at Maggie's mother's house. Everything looked so well put together, that some of the photos looked as if they belonged on a post card. Enjoy some of these photos with us, and let yourself imagine warmer days. :)
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2016 was such a great year for us at J Elizabeth Photography. We were blessed with gorgeous weddings, happy-go-lucky families, and spirited boudoir clients! With this new year starting, not only are we reflecting on the amazing sessions and weddings we had the pleasure of getting to shoot, but we also are so excited to show you what this next year has in store for us!
This here was a wedding from last October, for Katherine and Justin.
We loved getting to show off Ms. Amanda Corey's love for her kids this past fall. As we've mentioned many times before, moments like these are priceless and can never be replaced, so to be able to offer something as timeless as photos is really a privilege! Now Amanda will have these photos to remind Paige and Hunter how much they liked each other at one point, as they grow older! ;)
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This here is the Searcy family from last fall, and you can see first hand how much fun Harper and Rowan had during this shoot! Kids grow up in the blink of an eye, and before you know it they'll be adults. That's why it's so important to capture these moments while they last! The bond that is shared between siblings is such a valuable aspect to growing up, and also why it's so great to have moments like these that you can keep for a lifetime to reflect back on!
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These little kids both have some of the prettiest eyes that I've seen. This picture here, with a mother-daughter moment makes me super happy. Considering how cold it felt out this day, we got some pretty good shots. The kids were definitely good sports about the weather, and gave me plenty to work with!
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What you can't see is me behind the camera, covered in the leaves that she's throwing! She looks so hardcore here, almost like if she belongs in a hard rock concert, moshing. I love it.
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What's awesome about a genuine smile or laughter is that it's real, and not posed for just a photo. And when you look back on them, they're more likely to trigger a happy real memory.
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Maddy here, and I can start off with, it's just not fair. In high school I feel like we all had the bad skin, (for some people) brace, and a weird sense of style because we're try to see what fits our persona- with that being said I would like to say, on behalf of all women that didn't hit their peak until after high school, where are these model worthy seniors coming from!? Look at Kate- she is so classically gorgeous! And her photos turned out timeless.
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We love silly faces and goofy poses! Sometimes it's nice to just let loose with the ones you love! It's so funny to me, getting to see so much of the kids' personalities and relationships with each other! This was such a fun shoot to do. Check out more from this shoot.
I love the touch of the fish eye lens, and what it adds to these fun, feel good, series of photos!
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That paper boy hat though...
DIMPLES!!!!
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What's great about the Baby's First Year Coverage is not only do you get to see the progression of growth in the child, but you also get to see the bonds being built between siblings- in this case, sisters. From personal experience, having a sister is one of the greatest growing experiences any girl could have, and it's so great getting to see that bond form, first hand!
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What's great about this photo you may ask? (Other than the obvious) They do poses like this on their own, no instruction what so ever. THAT is what makes this photos pretty sweet!
If you could try and tell us, with a straight face, that this wasn't one of the funniest pictures you've seen, we still probably wouldn't believe you.
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There's so much to love about this photo.
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This here is lifestyle photography. This is what makes us excited about photography at J Elizabeth Photography. Lifestyle photography is about capturing what's real. The dancing; the cooking of pancakes for dinner, story time - all of it! It's all real. And real is what best represents you and your family. Lifestyle photography is personally tailored to you and your family's story.
Because cat ears are the perfect accessory, and leopard is our absolute favorite color.
Counter tops make the perfect stage.
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Just because you are married or have been together for a long time, doesn't mean you can't have photos together all of the time. This couple came down to STL to have me capture their love for each other. I got a sneak peek at the photos they printed and displayed in their home, let me tell you it's beautiful!
Also, it's getting to be that time of year again...and I'm not just talking about the holidays- it's engagement season! So when your lover pops the big question and you start looking for your engagement/wedding photographer, don't forget to check us out at J Elizabeth Photography! Let us show off your big day and special moments leading up to!
It's always a great day when the perfect combination occurs to create truly awesome photos.
The teddy bears turned out to be a pretty cute touch for the Vacca's shoot.
Loving these photos - candid shots make some of the best shots!
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Sometimes it's necessary to have a spontaneous dance party.
That face. How can one ever say "no" to it?
Being Miss. Class and Sass.
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And just incase you were drooling over their house in the back ground, here are a couple shots of their perfectly eclectic home.
I absolutely love this photo. I literally just told this couple to stop in their tracks, and we spontaneously made this magic happen.
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A special thanks to all the vendors that helped make Ryan and Rebecca's day just as awesome as they are!
Florist
Flowers & Weeds
Dress
Tadashi Shoji "Ines" dress, bought at BHLDN in Chicago
Suit
J. Crew
Rings
Hers: Adam Foster Jewelry http://www.fosterjewelry.com/
His: TinySparkleStudio on Etsy
Jewelry
Earrings: Rack & Clutch
Hair Stylist
Adrienne Sandusky
Makeup Stylist
Adrienne Sandusky
Shoes
Hers: Betsy Johnson "Champagne Sparkle Heels" bought from BHLDN online
Invitation
Designed by Rebecca Lee
http://www.rebecca-at-work.com/#/weddinginvitation/
Catering
Bogarts: whole hog
Athlete Eats: Appetizers
Bridget Buyna: fruit crisp desserts
Bride's Family: cookies & miscellaneous desserts
Officiant
Mike Smith
Ceremony
Jefferson Underground
DJ
Groom's playlist
Chris Lee - DJ assistant :)
Cory Wilson: guitar at ceremony
Decorations
Origami Cranes: Mother of the Groom
Misc decorations: created by the Bride and her family
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If this isn't what a picture perfect family looks like, I don't know what is. This family looks like something out of a magazine! We can't get over Nora's haircut and Elle's dancing skills. Here at J Elizabeth Photography, we're loving it all! Family photos are great for capturing the personality of your kids throughout all ages!
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Out of no where, CRACK!! Lighting/Thunder hit so close and so loud we all sort of jumped a little. We decided, maybe it's time to go inside and no longer than we turned around to walk inside, but it started to pour. Lucky for me, we were really there to hang out anyway and I was able to get to know this family and capture real moments between them as a family.
Fast forward a year-ish
Wait what?! You are having a baby... let me know if you need photos.
Any day now? Keep me posted if you need anything.
Congratulations on the baby!! of course I can come over this week and do photos.
I didn't even have to put shoes on. By the time little LUKE arrived they had moved across the hall from me. Talk about convenient. I spent the afternoon at their place and casually watched my neighbors become parents.
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Why hello there! Maddy checking in on behalf of Jenna! So I just have to get this out of the way - are these girls real? It's been insane for me to process on this half of the screen just HOW MANY absolutely perfect families Jenna has had in front of her camera. So many beautiful smiles, perfect candid moments, and captured giggles!
These Goldfish were trying to make their way into quite a few shots. ;)
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It's hard to believe it's been a year already! This little fiery red head has been so much fun to watch grow in these past 52 weeks. Addison, as usual, was unbelievably adorable for this shoot. Between hating the texture of the grass (and making sure we knew with her facial expressions) and going to town on her smash cake, she was a photographer's dream. Taking pictures of this little one always turned out to a high light of the day!
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Try and tell us that this coloring book style wall paper is not THE COOLEST wall paper you have ever seen. Just try. I bet you can't. Because it totally is.
Look at this cute little face. Heart is currently melting.
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Say what?? Yes, we have another kitten. She is approximately 5-6 months old. She has an incredible story, one of resilience and happy endings. So Ill start from the beginning. In April when our boy Rocky died, I told myself I was going to wait a while before getting another cat. To prove to myself that I wasn't ready, I went into Tenth Life (cherokee street in st louis) I needed some kitten therapy. There were a few kitties there, but none that I fell in love with. A few months go by and after a few visits, Chris and I just weren't sure if we were going to find a kitty we loved. Flash back to 8 weeks ago, we went into Tenth Life, and Chris was covered in what we call the "Tenth Life Kitten Comforter Experience" He sat down and four kittens climbed onto his chest and one... was this pretty girl right here. At the time, I asked if she was spoken for and it seemed as though someone was already ready to take her home. So we left, without really finding one that met our needs. Then exactly one month ago tomorrow, Kodak makes his way into our home. (Link at the bottom)
One month of the cutest face ever, staring back at you while biting your hand so hard, you think his little jaw would break. One month of the tiniest scratches and a few never to be fixed items of furniture. And then a vet visit where Kodak, was given a clean bill of physical health but basically the vet told us he has crazy ass kitten syndrome. After that, I went back to Tenth Life and to my absolute surprise, Pixel was still there! (Named Anne Bonney there) She cuddled right up to me purring in all of her glory, basically telling me that if I ever wanted to sleep again, I would take her home so she could chill my little man out.
She came to live with us on Friday October 2nd.
She's already quite the poser when she wants to be. Here colors make me soo happy because I didn't want the two of them to look the same. She is so chill and cuddly. Chris made the statement that "we have an aggressive biter and an aggressive cuddler."
Kodak's loving attitude caught on camera. That glare of "how dare you bring another kitty to tell me what to do"
Kodak attempting to play nice. Best thing is.. they actually love each other. From day one. Literally they napped together within an hour of meeting. It was incredible. I think because she came from Tenth Life and was already used to being around other kitties and different humans all the time, Kodak didn't bother her at all.
what is he doing here though? that can't be comfortable right? Laying on that tiny edge of the chair.. Im telling you he's mental.
She is only 3 months older than him but so fluffy. He just wants to pounce and play with her tail!!
"but why won't she play mom?? I really want her to play!!"
And of course because I cant take photos of them together all of the time, this portrait series below is what I like to call
"school pics by jen" How freaking ridiculous is Kodak!?
Possibly the best photo ever of a cat:
All of the colors and details of my lady love Pixel. I always swore I would never get a girl pet, but she has stolen my heart. Plus she naps with me and I love naps.
After a few days to get settled in at home, of course I had to blog about her and her journey with us. Oh and of course I am sure you all are wondering why/how she got her name. We struggled to name her. Went back and forth between different photography names, racecar names and other random things. Chris said Pixel because "she's pixelated" and I think it's a great choice because she is already to perfect in front of the camera it had to be photo related.
But that middle name. We asked a few friends what they thought we should name her, and Evie (our best friend who is almost 4), said Star Sparkle Heart. I laughed so hard it hurt. Not because that sounds like a porn star name, but because when her mom told her that was three names, she responded with " you can make it one" So we did. Now and forever as Evie grows up, she will have named a cat StarSparkleHeart and with no doubt in my mind, I am sure that it's the most fitting name ever.
(read Kodak's story here: http://www.jelizabethphotos.com/blog/2015/9/kodak-metro-lee-the-street-kittys-journey )
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It was the first weekend in August, and I was heading up to Chicago to go to Lollapalooza on the Sunday of that weekend. About a week before going to Chicago, Jenna and I both realized that our weekends up in Chicago just so happened to line up for us! Knowing this before heading up there, we lightly talked about doing a shoot while we were up there at the same time.
The weekend has approached, and as we're driving up to Chicago, we are texting each other checking in at what mile markers we're at, anxious to reach the "Windy City". We both get into town, and later that evening we meet up with each other along with her friend Tim and his group of friends, as well as my friend who drove up to Chicago with me to go to Lollapalooza. We sat on this patio and had some cocktails, and snacks and enjoyed the night together before she had to turn in because she's a responsible photographer and didn't want to be too tired for her shoot in the morning.
The next day comes and it's beginning to approach late afternoon when I get a text from Jenna, "Are you still down to shoot?" Hell yes. I'm just getting back to the condo, and I have about 30 minutes to do my make up, fix my hair (to the best of my ability), get dressed, and grabbed what I need when I get a text, "We're walking up." I grab my stuff, and run out the door.
Little did I know that walking out that door, I would get one of the coolest, up close looks at the beautiful city, Chicago. I get goosebumps thinking about how gorgeous it was to see the city all lit up on that BEAUTIFUL clear night. Absolutely amazing. I had a blast with Jenna and Tim, and they kept me laughing the entire time. Great memories and awesome photos to pair with them.
Quote of the night: First thing Jenna asks Tim no more than we get to the Brown Line and are about to get on the train: "What are the nudity ordinances in Chicago?" - A great first line for any adventure!
It may look like I'm keeping my cool, but in reality there was a lot of "Check for needles and sharp objects! No diseases today. Ain't nobody got time fo dat." and Tim bringing me my shoes for every pose I need to change spots for.
What you can't see in this shot are the foreign visitors taking pictures on their phones of us taking pictures... Who knows who they thought they were actually witnessing a photo shoot of. haha
Right before we were able to get this shot at Trump Tower along the glass wall, I was leaning my entire back side against the glass to help keep my balance when an entire wedding party comes walking through the hallway, staring and laughing at the fact that some random (clothed) butt is pressed up against the glass, right in front of them.
SO many honks and waves in just a matter of a five minute period. At this point, although we had an absolute BLAST, we were all starting to get hungry, and were just ready to summon our Uber, and get some food!
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The making of the best big sister, below. Miss Evie is the most precious big sister anyone could ever ask for.
Dad and his dog, Lucy and his son. This image makes my heart so happy. Always (safely) include furbabies too!
My pretty best friend. Pretty doesn't even cut it. She's gorgeous. Who looks this good less than a week after having a baby? I don't think she is human most days. Love her SOOOOO much.
My heart is officially full. These two babies steal it more and more every day. Im going to be placing an order this week for my house and I'm almost certain there will be a big fancy print of these two on my wall very soon:)
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Jenna had shot the proposal for Natalie and Bob, and one of the first things that Natalie said to Jenna was, "Do we get to keep you!?" So here we are, and Jenna is taking their engagement photos! (Which might I add are quite beautiful.) In every single photo you can see how happy and in love they are with one another. I also don't think I could pin point a specific picture where Natalie is smiling bigger than another photos. Again, so happy. I love it.
It's hard for your heart to not just totally melt when you see just how excited Natalie is to marry the love of her life.
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I like how the color of her headband and her eyes pop out in this photo because there aren't any other colors conflicting with frame.
Even in Black & White this little one's eyes are the sole focus on the photo!
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I love the look of uncontainable smiling in this photo. They look so happy and enthralled with each other, making the perfect candid shot.
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Sal: the future definition of "Tall, Dark, and Handsome".
I mean after seeing the maternity shoot, while everyone waited patiently for him to arrive, looking at the parents, how could he not be a total looker? Check out his adorable smirks, and long fingers and toes in the rest of this post!
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There is nothing more special to witness than seeing a baby take it's first breath in this world. There isn't much more that I can say about this experience, so I'm just going to leave this here for you to look through.
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Babies + Big Bows = Total Awe-Factor. I don't think that there's much that needs to be said on behalf of this little one, because I feel like her "Awe-Factor" does just about the best representation of how these pictures turned out. Enjoy these pictures of the new addition to the Hurley family!
There Jenna goes again, outdoing herself with these awesome detail shots. I usually like detail shots best in B&W, but because of this more neutral color palette used in this photo doesn't distract from the details, but instead compliments them.
Little kids are naturally some of the happiest little people on earth, and seeing them get to be goofy, laugh, and not have to worry about anything can be a nice reminder to sit back and enjoy the small things- like burying yourself in stuffed animals and being silly! Enjoy this shoot Jenna had with the Heffner's!
-Maddy
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Baby smiles are the best smiles.
I've come to love all the baby details best in B&W. I feel like it helps you focus more on every last little detail the picture has to offer.
The creative, artist/design side of me just has to state how much I'm digging the asymmetry in this pic!
Jenna gets some of the best detail shots in her newborn shoots, focusing in on every last hair and wrinkle.
The epidemy of sleeping like a baby.
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SO. Being the hopeless romantic that I am, engagement shoots are among some of my favorite shoots to see pop up on my to-do list for blogging. With that being said, check out this smitten couple. Everything about this particular shoot exemplifies what I love most about couple photography: with every shot you can feel their bond; with every shot you can sense how comfortable they are with each other; with every shot you can admire their goofiness with each other; with every shot you can witness their admiration for one another.
This is probably one of my favorite photos that Jenna has taken since I've started working for her.
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This below is quite possibly one of my favorite images I have ever taken. Some people may look at this image and have no idea what is going on if taken away from the other photos here. But it's romantic, intimate and full of emotion. This is baby number two for my dear friends, but that doesn't change a thing when it comes to watching two people become parents again. It is the best and craziest experience and I am so happy they let me be a part of it.
Enter the world: Jude Henri
You made mommy work for it, but your head is perfectly shaped and you are perfection.
Here he is, while the Midwife is making sure everything looks great and he's nice and healthy.
Mommy and Daddy love him very much. It's been a long day. but there is one person who is ready to meet Jude, but she is sleeping at Grandmas. So I stay the night. Barely sleeping as I'm pumped full of adrenaline and don't want to miss the photo op in the morning. We wake up and wait for Evie & Grandma's arrival.
Evie had been waiting so long to meet her baby brother. First thing she does is check mommy's tummy. She's smart like that. She wanted to make sure he really came out of there. Then, time to hold her baby. She was very excited. At one point she even started tearing up. It was emotional for everyone but especially little miss Evie.
They became the most perfect little family that day and I GOT TO PHOTOGRAPH THE ENTIRE THING. I am honestly the luckiest person ever to have this family as my friends and now two months later, I am happy to say, Evie loves being a big sister (most days) Mommy & Daddy are back in their routine and Jude loves to spit up on Aunt Jenna (me) and now smiles at me when he does it:)
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A big special thanks to Krekels!
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Now since Audrey filled out the "Post-Wedding-Questionnare" and wrote her answers out so beautiful and eloquently, I would like to share some of her words of wisdom and advice for anyone currently trying to plan a wedding:
"Some of the Best advice is to make lists, check them twice. Plan wayyyy in advance, and never throw out your back up plan. Always have a back up plan, and pick vendors who CARE about their craft"
When asked what she would pass onto a potential client that's looking into J Elizabeth Photography, this is what she wrote:
"What can I tell anyone looking to hire J Elizabeth Photography.? I can tell them to stop looking, you've found your girl. You will not find better, and she was worth every penny, and If I had to pay her 3 times as much I would knowing what I know about her, her style, her grace, and her passion for her craft. I have seen friends getting married who skimped on their photographer ( and this was one area I was absolutely unwilling to waiver on) and they regret it. you get married ONCE. (well most of us) You can't go back, you can't re-do it. You have one shot to get it right, and she will get every single shot. Something to consider when reviewing a photographer, if you look at their portfolio or their sessions and their pictures don't absolutely move you.... move on. I follow J Elizabeth Photography and I have for years and before we had a date picked I had my photographer picked. Every single picture taken by Jenna, I feel the warmth, the emotion, the love. Even when they are pictures of complete strangers, her work is moving. J Elizabeth Photography will be my photographer for life. She should be yours too."
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I love this photo in particular showing off so many dynamics to this family. I love it.
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Oh come on! I seriously can not handle the melt factor here. That smirk!
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The Gantner's were my last wedding of 2014, and it honestly could not have gone better. It ended up being 50 degrees out, and the notoriously unpredictable weather of St. Louis cooperated, and the rain held off while we were able to take the photos we needed. This wedding was a really great way to end my wedding season last year!! :)
This photo was funny because this officer drove by twice, and waved both times. :)
So much of what's to love out about these photos is the amount of readiness and willingness to do anything for the sake of some really awesome wedding photos. Awesome couple = awesome photos.
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A photographer’s life, the last few days. it's a long post. you have been warned. ignore all spelling and grammatical errors. it's late. im tired and im not proofing this.
Friday july 31st, 20 minutes before my alarm was set to go off. I received a text, too early to be texting me. mornings are not my friend.
830 am I start the day by heading to City Garden downtown to photograph an adorable session of two kiddos before the sun became too hot to handle.
After the session I race home to shower. I quickly move the files over from that morning. Back them up. Grab my portable hard drive and get in the car.
I rush through Starbucks drive thru for “Breakfast”
Im in the car and driving to CHICAGO for the weekend.
I arrive in CHIcago at rush hour.
Rush hour and I are not friends, but i survived.
Dinner. Then bedtime.
Saturday august 1st. I wake up early, grab a coffee on my way out of Chicago to the burbs. Yes, it’s that time of year again that every other trip to a coffee shop I have actual caffeine. its rough.
10am I make it to the suburbs after an hour drive and two tollways that I wasn’t actually supposed to go through.
I photograph a BEAUTIFUL baby boy. His dad and I have been friends for a LONG time. like 15 years.
I make my way back to the city. I have a meeting scheduled at 3pm.
I meet with an incredible couple (they are getting married next fall)
before I knew it, it’s 515pm. we are still chatting away.
I head back to move the files over from earlier in the day. I edit one image and post a sneak peek.
I leave the house to head “downtown” to River North. Where I meet Maddy and Tim, Maddy and I begin our trek around the city.
We stop in 7 Eleven. This is the first food I’ve had and it’s 730PM
We start shooting Maddy’s photos. We walk around the city for a few hours and around 930 take our last awesome photo in front of the Chicago Theater.
We grab an über and head to dinner. it’s 1030 when we arrive and the kitchen closes in 30 minutes.
It’s now 1230 and we get back home. I barely keep my eyes open but I start to look for at least one photo to post before falling asleep with my computer next to me on the couch.
It’s 9am Sunday the 2nd. I get up, pack my bags and start my journey for the day. I went to brunch at jane’s (it was ok) I make my way down to River North and search for locations that will be used at shoot number 2 today. I map out the drive between Wrigleyville and RN and I decide Ill drive it instead of calling an Uber. I run through starbucks because I have ten minutes before i need to be at my first session and it’s all i could find. stop judging.
At starbucks an older lady asks if she can ask me about my hair. it was nice. she was friendly.
it’s 230. I head to my shoot. The weather is great. The family is perfect. Their pets are adorable and the shoot goes like planned. Oh wait, and it decided to monsoon halfway through their session so we finished inside. I love when we just roll with it.
From Shoot number one to shoot number two. I head to River north. It’s starting to get a little warm outside but that’s fine because it’s windy.
it’s 445. we start the shoot near kinzie bridge. We head to Navy Pier. Side note: always take an uber. never drive. that shit's crazy and if it were any other couple, the session wouldn’t have worked after that crazy mess. But because my clients are awesome, we rocked part two of their shoot and it was beautiful.
Its 715 and I text Kelly for dinner before Leaving town. She is moving to San Fran and I already miss her. We grab Dimo’s Pizza (it had mac n cheese on it)
After I drop her off it’s time to make the trek back home.
9:15 start to drive back to STL. Yes CHI-STL at night after a long weekend. Not my best life choice, but spoiler alert, I made it home safely.
Thunderstorms behind me, Tina Fey on audio book and I was ready to go.
I get home around 130am. Make it to bed around 3. then you won’t believe what happens next. Have I mentioned that I don’t do well without sleep or food?
8:01 AM Monday August 3rd. JACKHAMMER CONSTRUCTION WORKS CAN SUCK IT!! They started digging at 8AM what the heck.
at 11am I am done trying to sleep.
I get in the shower. We have family coming to stay tonight and they are going to be here soon. I head out to lunch. I come back and start to move files over from Saturday and Sunday. I return emails and realize that maddy is off this week because she is still in Chicago. who told her she gets to have fun?
I take Elizabeth a diet pepsi. She posted online she needed caffeine and I understand her pain so I dropped a drink off for her: )Ryan arrives around 4. I have a phone call meeting at 6. 645 we leave for dinner, i brought my own hot sauce to Old Standard and don’t regret it one bit:) I could have fallen asleep at dinner, but i made it through. We come home to watch a very sleepy episode of true detective. I sort of stay awake, ryan passes out. it’s time for bed
7AM Tuesday August 4th (did i mention i HATE MORNINGS)
Chris’s alarm is unusually early, because we are taking ryan to get coffee at Rise before he hits the road. we all leave at 9am. I head to dr matt (chiropractor) I’m a hot mess to say the least, my shoulder is all wonky from sleeping on a couch all weekend and being in the car a minimum of 14 hours over that time. I didn’t really eat that great over the weekend either so Dr Matt has his work cut out for him. I head to Frida’s. I get there before they are open and sit and wait so I can get my early lunch. My eyes are closing, but luckily the server knows me and keeps me awake until my food gets there. Cleaning lady texts and says the house is done and I can come home. She’s incredible and had everything complete while i was getting lunch.
I get home around 1230. it’s time to cull images. Did i mention that I’ve been running around for days and have yet to sit down and actually edit. It’s tuesday which is email day. and that’s all I’ve been doing. email after email. i head to the dermatologist from 330-6 that includes drive to and from. We get dinner at Peacemaker, Tuesday was a good day. two full meals:)
August 5th, Wednesday. I prep the loft for a very sexy shoot. I cull more images and get them ready to edit. I grab spring rolls for lunch and make my way back home to eat them before my client arrives. I spill fish sauce all over me. and my car. My phone rings. Client is here. time to go, smelly and all. We start her shoot. it goes perfectly. We go outside wishing for a bit of rain. it doesn’t rain. We went and grabbed dinner after her shoot at 530. still no rain. Chris and Evan meet up with us. then at 715 it begins to pour. no that’s not the right word. it’s dumping buckets or like you had a big pool and the side let out. there is no way we are not getting soaked. SO I look at her, she nods and we know it’s time to do sexy photos in the rain. We make it back, it’s still pouring. I run upstairs to grab my camera and some towels. she strips down and we take photos in the rain. she gets in her car and drives off. a perfect days work.
I head back upstairs and change. move the files over. I search for the one photo I want to share after I posted to FB about how awesome of a shoot that was. I do a quick edit of one photo. I post it. Everyone loves it. Is it really 9 already. I cull the images. I do some paper work and client input stuff. Im trying to make lists of everything that needs to be accomplished in the next few days. I have a long list of sessions to edit plus business stuff to take care of. Organizing client info. Sending invoices. Writing emails. Bed time.
Thursday August 6th. make me work for it thursday, go ahead.
I woke up at least 3 times the night of the 5th-6th. I checked my phone every time i woke up. Did I miss an important call? I had been waiting on a baby to be born but hadn’t heard anything in a few days. It’s just a dream. go back to sleep. then again, I would wake up in a panic. I get up and check emails. I start to respond to them when I realize i had been dreaming about a real client. I text her right away “ how are you feeling, you were in my dream last night, is the baby coming” she responds with “funny you ask, we are on our way to the hospital now” Ok i can handle this. I have a shoot scheduled at 6, maybe they can move to be earlier. I have 20 some emails to return, I can do this. I was going to shower today, but that can wait. Crap I need to eat. better go grab lunch. Ok lunch is done. now I can focus. oh dang it. remember that list you made last night, throw it out the window. remember those big dreams you had of being organized, getting caught up, opening up a second location, getting sleep and having time to work out, oh yeh forget all that. It’s thursday. email day. No matter how many templates you make for email day. there are always new questions to answer that require your actual attention to detail. I start to manage my calendar. Making sure that emails are corresponding with dates on the schedule. I call my 6 o’clock. I explain that another client is in labor. We move the shoot up to 5. it’s warm outside but its heaven compared to normal STL weather. I grab smoothie king. it was complicated and i was overwhelmed. Before I go i have to post a few photos from the last few shoots. I edit like a mad woman, posting a couple of photos and of course FB won’t let me tag people in them when I need it to, but I wait a few minutes and it sort of works. I need to leave. I grab my camera bag, my laptop and i head to my shoot. Can i mention how amazing my clients are? some parents would freak out at the task of moving their session up an hour, these two were incredible. The photos from tonight I can’t wait to share. two words. Huck finn. After my session I thought I would be on top of things and head home. I live 7 blocks from forest park. I wanted to sneak home and move files over so I could post one real fast before heading to the hospital to photograph this birth. I pull into the parking lot and get a text from Steph at 601, 3cm. just got the epideral. awesome. I have time. I sat in my car for a few minutes returning messages, letting chris know i wouldn’t be home for dinner. 609. Mike calls and says. she’s 8cm and they called the doctor. excuse me what? 8 minutes ago you were just getting settled in and… ok I’m in the car and Im on my way. what the what the heck? 8 minutes. it’s 609, now 610. I call my mom. She wont believe this. Im in traffic, come on traffic don’t be all stuck and awful because i can’t handle that right now. My mom says “turn on your hazards and you need one of those loud speakers like the ice cream man so you can tell people you are a birth photographer and you need to get through” but don’t go too fast, you have to be careful too. I walk into the room at Mercy Hospital and take my first photo at 635PM. The doctor is already there. The Doctor beat me. That never happens. This is going fast alright. I take more photos. I say hello between contractions and steph is doing great, she makes a joke about how some people say they only pushed twice and have a baby, why isn’t that happening to her she says. then two more pushes and BABY! Jacob is born at 648. talk about a close one. I was there for literally 13 minutes and the baby was born. Remember earlier today when i was dreaming about the baby. apparently Jacob wasn’t the only one being born around that time. Somewhere around the same time as I found out through Facebook while sitting in the delivery room after jacob arrived, Jessica, another client of mine was having her baby too. and just yesterday Angelica had Sal. It’s baby time for real for my clients and all within 24 hours of each other. It was crazy. I only was there to photograph the birth of Jacob, but I can’t wait to meet all of the other babies too. I get home around 10pm after stopping by chipotle on my way home. How did i even manage to make today work? If my first client wouldn’t have been able to reschedule, would i have missed jacob’s birth? But I made it. I’m home now. it’s 130 in the morning and I still need to cull today’s images. But I think it needs to wait.
Tomorrow. (later today) is friday. I need to shower. then head to a 1030 meeting then come home to edit my life away for a few hours before another meeting at 4pm. And then I have to schedule all of these babies' first photo shoots!! It’s going to be a crazy few weeks. Did I mention my birthday is coming up? NO time to freak out about turning 30 when I can’t even remember to shower or eat:) I am going to bed now, with a filled heart. So thankful that the babies have arrived and are all cuddly and hopefully letting their parents sleep. I cannot wait to start this next week tomorrow. Who needs days off? I love every minute of what I do, even the not so good minutes. Because the great minutes, the minutes that I get to see lives change forever or confidence explode from a person, those minutes make my dreams come true. Good night everyone. If you actually read this entire blog post, you are officially as crazy as I feel and we should be friends.
And because there are just too many words in this post and not enough photos. Here is a photo of me when I was little. The only time in life I could ever pull off bangs and Im pretty sure I made that necklace, I could be wrong. Damn I was cute. Doesn't get much cuter:)
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Did you think I forgot about this Anniversary post?? No way. How could I forget this wedding? This couple is more than just wedding client, or family client. A few years ago, Jen and I literally lived at the exact same address, but one street apart and didn't know it until we went on a trip to the Ozarks with mutual friends. Goes to show you just how small the world really is.
Right now in St Louis we are experiencing Summer as today is also officially the first day of Summer. That means it's the longest day of the year right?! Yesterday, was the equivalent weekend to this wedding weekend last year and who would have known that the weather would be almost identical. Temperatures of 90+ Humidity over 70% and storms moving in.
Last year, as you see below we had a very epic storm cloud move in right before the reception started and it made for a one of a kind photo-op that I had to take advantage of:)
Look at little Drew. A year later and he's not so baby faced anymore. But he is about to be a big brother and I cannot wait to photograph this new chapter in their lives!!
Some may ask... but they don't look sweaty at all? Did you photoshop that?! No way! We made sure that everyone was hydrated and knew that if we were taking photos at high-noon that we were going to shoot with a purpose and quickly so everyone looked their very best in the photos. I mean, I may be biased but look how good they look.
I love you guys!! I can't wait to see you soon and photograph your newest addition. It's going to be a big change:) I hope you had the BEST anniversary AND Happy Father's day to Jeff!
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My lovely, amazing, wonderful, one-of-a-kind clients all know that I take every effort possible to make sure that their experience is incredible and the best that it can be. To do that, I am constantly working around the clock, whether I am editing, learning new tricks, shooting or meeting with potential clients, my brain is always on.
I am always up front about everything and most of the time share my personal life with everyone too. So this Spring/Summer "Wedding Season" started off with a couple of interesting things that I thought I would share and then at the end of this post, is my session schedule, editing schedule, travel schedule for the next few weeks.
May 9th, I shot a wedding that will forever be close to my heart because two of my best friends got married!! I shattered my big-toenail DURING A WEDDING!!! I will leave the gross details off of this post, just know it took two men to fix it just well enough that I could go back upstairs to the reception and finish the night out like a champ. It's June 19th and for the first time today, put real shoes on without pain. Nothing starts off a busy schedule like an injury right? Then June 4th, I was head-butted by a horse and got a minor case of whiplash. Kept shooting the event I was at too. Didn't take a day off for either of those things. However this week, after a very long time of needing to do so, I scheduled 3 days off without telling anyone. I had to get some dental work done and I hate the dentist and I didn't want to talk about it because it freaks me out. To sum it all up, they had my jaw open for 6 hours. I was on some crazy meds. I was not allowed to drive for 2 days after and thankfully my assistant was able to babysit me while I 'healed'. I am still sore, my cheeks are super puffy and bruised but I won't let that stop me! I am making pretty pictures for some incredible people right now and for someone who isn't actually prone to accidents or injury very often, I am proud of myself for staying focused.
So what does all of this have to do with where your photos are in line to be edited or what shoots are coming up next? I wanted to tell you all this because I too am a very real person. Sometimes I get injured on the job. Sometimes I get discouraged. Sometimes... I hate to admit it but I feel so defeated that no matter how many spring rolls I eat or gadgets I buy to make my life simpler, I find myself in need of a reality check from my industry friends who understand that I am part of something incredible. Everyday I get to do what I love and it isn't easy. It's actually a lot of work. I love hard work. I love capturing moments that no one else has the opportunity to capture. I love knowing that my clients believe in me, what I do, how I do it, and are my biggest cheerleaders when a new client books a session with me. Thank you to everyone out there that understands. Thanks to my photographer friends that are feeling the fatigue of May/June Wet Hot St Louis Weddings and still have time to talk on the phone and encourage each other. Thanks to Maddy, for being my Jennifer Hudson. Thanks to Sara for keeping me hydrated on wedding days, making me laugh and always being ready for an adventure with me.
And of course thanks to my other half, Christopher that reminds me that midnight is late enough to go to bed, that the work will be there in the morning. Thank you for reminding me that I need to eat and telling me when my face is starting to look less puffy. Thank you for never doubting me and always supporting my dreams.
There are so many of you to thank but... man this was just supposed to be a schedule blog post and it got a little sappy:)
The next 4 days of shooting:
MAGGIE & DREW WEDDING
JUDE NB
RASHEEDAH (NEW FAMILY ALERT)
SAMANTHA N
LINDSAY
June 25th-29th North Carolina here we come!! We will be up in the mountains. (anyone want to do photos while I am there?)
EDITING LINE
Bob & Natalie (uploading now)
S. C. Boudoir
C & M Wedding (T&C)
Rachel S
Angelica
M. Boudoir
K & C WEDDING
Travis
Jude Birth
Hilary & Brad Engagement
Zoofari
So hopefully that gives everyone a little insight to my brain right now. I can't wait to show you all the pretties. I promise I'm working like crazy to get them done, of course I am still delivering everything by their deadlines, but I like to give everyone a heads up incase they felt like it's been radio silence from me.
and because a blog post isn't complete with out a photo, here's a photo of a little lizard that I took over Christmas.
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Did you know that my clients come in all types of people. Some are just starting a family. Others are looking to have a confidence boost or photograph a milestone with boudoir photos. Around ten a year are couples in love that want to capture their love and commitment in photographs. For some of these amazing people I get to capture all of those moments, and for others I get to jump in right in the middle. I love all the ways and times that people reach out to me to photograph this time in their lives.
With Courtney, she is a one of a kind client. Her smile lights up the room and her attitude is incredible. She has two beautiful babies Mallory and Miles who are the coolest kids around. The story of her marriage is incredible and super romantic (she can tell you that one day) Together they make the most adorable family, but guess what?! Baby number 3 is on his way! I can't wait to meet him.
Miles is such a ham. Lifestyle photography allows me to capture children as their truest selves.
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This photo particularly I found to be my favorite. I love the way the chandelier is an accent in the top left corner and the wall paper serves as such a beautiful back drop for a natural, unposed photograph.
To book your very own session: email [email protected] and check out the rest of the WEBSITE by clicking the links at the top of this page!
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Lifestyle maternity photos are a great way to capture intimate moments before the baby arrives. Jenna loves to come to your home to document each client's lifestyle.
To book your very own session: email [email protected] and check out the rest of the WEBSITE by clicking the links at the top of this page!
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To book your very own session: email [email protected] and check out the rest of the WEBSITE by clicking the links at the top of this page!
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To book your very own session, email [email protected] and check out the rest of the website above!
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Moments like these deserve to be in black & white. They are timeless and so true to the Lifestyle of this family.
What is Lifestyle Photography without a silly face lens? I bring my fisheye along so that we can get a little silly sometimes. Timmy is ALWAYS ready to smile for the camera and is quite the model, I had to tell him it was ok to be silly, and of course he did not disappoint!
This Lifestyle session also reminds me that we should do photos as often as possible. This was the last of the Winter snow on the ground. It was warm enough to be outside without coats and it was perfection. The yummiest light sometimes is at the end of the driveway with melting snow behind you:)
To book your very own Lifestyle Session email Jenna: [email protected] and take a look around the website too!!
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Very Very VERY excited about this wedding coming up in September. These two lovebirds are so cute it will make your tummy hurt. Ashley's sister is one of my clients that has been with me for years!! So I was THRILLED to know that when Ashley & Gene got engaged that they wanted ME to photograph their wedding. They made my heart so happy during their shoot and I look forward to capturing even more lovey-dovey moments for them in just a few months!
Fashion inspiration from this shoot: Ashley was able to have three different looks with one outfit. Her dress alone. The dress with her scarf. The scarf with the coat on. It was a really easy way to change it up without actually changing outfits!
to book your session email jenna: [email protected]
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to book your own session, email Jenna: [email protected]
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To book your session email Jenna: [email protected]
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To book your own session, Email Jenna: [email protected]
to book your own session, email Jenna: [email protected] or feel free to check out the rest of the website above.
This photo below is probably one of my favorites from the session. We explored and got in creeks. We took the four-wheeler out and went on a real adventure for this engagement session. It was perfection.
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I am back. I promise to blog more as long as people want to see the photos:)
Nine-Month Lifestyle sessions are the PERFECT time to do in-home sessions. The little ones are growing so fast and can do so much more than they could just a few weeks ago. Like Tripp here, he is walking with assistance and is so close to taking his very first steps. I swear he is just going to take off running and pass walking right up!
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Oh this dress. Champagne dresses are my newest obsession. Isn't she just stunning!?
One of my favorite moments of the day. Haley started to laugh because her neck started to hurt. Apparently when your groom is a foot taller than you, it's hard to look longingly into his eyes for too long:) Simple fix: different poses!
and then this happened. Yep. When you have a wedding on fourth of July weekend, two things better happen. Fireworks and an ICE CREAM TRUCK. What most of you may not know is that this farm wedding, wasn't just a mile outside of town, it's a bit of a haul, well at least 20 minutes from the "city." We didn't get to see the Ice Cream man very often growing up in the sticks. So when the Mister Softee truck made it's way down the country road to this gorgeous wedding, Haley was possibly just as happy as when she saw Brent for the first time.
Haley & Brent, I love you dearly and wish you all the happiness in the world. I want to relive your day at each wedding I photograph!!
If you liked this wedding, let us know in the comments below.
Looking for a vendor from this wedding check out the list
Hair: Kara Williams Hair Rock, Paper, Scissors https://www.facebook.
Band: Todd Hooker Imagine That Band imaginethatband.com
Ice Cream Truck: Mr Softee Ice Cream Truck https://www.facebook.com/
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These little moments melt my heart.
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People ask me all of the time "what sort of photography do you do?" and "what is your specialty?"
My answer is simple. I photograph LIFE. Yes, of course that includes a lot of different things, and one of those is babies. Newborn photography to me is about focusing on the tiniest details without distraction. New parents learning the simplest things about their babies, and the interactions between them is just magical to me. There are so many teeny tiny little baby parts that grow up so fast. I have to capture all of those little bits.
Tripp was a great baby during his shoot, looking absolutely adorable in his little hat when I arrived, and we finished the shoot with a little polo with a popped collar that was so cute stinking cute. His nursery is perfection in my eyes, I love the animals and design that they chose. I get to see this little guy again in just a few weeks. I can't believe he is 3 months already. Time sure does fly!! Stay tuned for more pics:)
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During their engagement photos, we raced against a storm that was rolling in over the mountains. Rain would spit down every few minutes and I repeatedly said "just trust me, we can beat this storm." We started at Red Rocks near Morrison Colorado and it was GORGEOUS and perfectly overcast. We would hop in and out of the car as we drove around to other places and at one point I saw this spectacular view that I wanted to photograph before the rain came down. We got out of the car and stepped off of the road and before we knew it, two Park Rangers sped towards us and got out of their cars quickly. They asked what we were doing and informed us of trespassing on protected land. Notepads in hand started telling us about the $1000 fine and one night in jail minimum for walking off of the path. I was nervous as I told Audrey and Kyle to get in the car, and talked with the officers for a tiny second. Anyone who has ever had a session with me KNOWS that I ALWAYS ask permission FIRST, and don't ever want my clients to be in a situation that would get us in trouble. I never trespass or enter any building without permission first. I had NO idea I couldn't walk into a sandy area with little shrubs. NO IDEA! The officer kept walking towards me and informed me I was literally standing in front of the sign that said trespassing would lead to a night in jail and $1000 fine. He kept writing down something on his pad of paper and I told him we were leaving. I quickly got in the car and drove away. Wether or not he wanted to arrest me I have no idea, but I wasn't about to get arrested without at least finishing their engagement session. It's always an adventure on my shoots but this one by far has the best story:)
After Red Rocks we travelled over to Golden Colorado where a few of my friends live and went to a place they recommended. The storm really wanted to defeat us but we prevailed! We even got a little sunshine for a tiny second. We hiked up a little bit as far as we could with the altitude and enjoyed the gorgeous views of mountains and clouds in the background. With their wedding coming up in just a few weeks I wanted to share our adventure with you all. I can't wait until October when I get to go on yet another adventure with you two!
We can all agree that the weather has been super crazy this summer. Right after this session, the boys played in the fountains and the moment I left it started down pour. Which goes to show, sometimes the weather does work in our favor.
At each session there are two options. I upload photos to an online gallery and you can select your favorites and buy those or you can purchase the entire digital gallery. Well, since this family was having so much fun and the photos I was showed them on the back of the camera were amazing they decided they wanted them all! I am so glad they did because every picture turned out beautiful.
We found the most amazing tree and it was only fitting to take their photos here because their first date was actually in a tree!
Cute little Gage splashing around in the creek.
Killian getting in on the action. Look at this adorable family!
Gage and I got started early with a little playtime in the backyard.
There is nothing a kid loves more than splashing in the water! Odd enough, these gorgeous photos were taken underneath a freeway with no one else around. It was the perfect ending to the day.
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Look who else was there!!! Evie's best friend Oliver was there to play too!! Pure happiness all around us while they ran through the water. These photos make me smile so hard my cheeks hurt:)
]]>In this post, we did Labor & Delivery photos (not shown) , Newborn, 3 month, 6 month, 9 month and 1 year. It just so happens that 18 months will be right around Fall/Christmas time too:)
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After that wedding they called to book me for their wedding, and we scheduled engagement photos. Since they were having a country chic wedding, we went to Kuh's Farm last April for their engagement photos. All of my couples know that it is really important to do photos prior to the wedding to get used to being in front of the camera, as well as document that time in their life. We were even handed bunnies for the photos, and looking back now, the bunnies would have fit nicely into the wedding on Easter weekend:)
Fast forward to just a few weeks ago and we couldn't have picked a better day. Complete with bright blue skies, 70 degree weather and the support of all of their family and friends, it was a picture perfect day. Amie had spent countless hours planning everything to perfection, including making the centerpiece decorations, banner for the cake tables, and confetti cones for their exit. She hand picked every detail and with the help of Kasey Lucas of Bliss Events the day went as smooth as can be. Tyler didn't want to see Amie before the ceremony, but Amie had other ideas. So blindfolded Tyler waited while Amie snuck up and stole a few kisses before they said I DO.
Between the wedding and reception we had a very cool driver take us all on a bus around St Charles for photos and a lot of fun. The bus was a party on it's own, with all of their favorite songs, favorite people, and favorite beer.
The reception was a blast with Charlie DJ'ing up everyone's favorites including a Spice Girl song here and there, and Jacob from FishEye running the photobooth, it was quite the party. I still think that the best "line of the day" goes to the bus driver, who said:
"Life and marriage will be full of Ups and Downs, I just hope all of your Ups and Downs are in bed"
Let these two loves know what you think of their photos by leaving a comment here or over on the Facebook page:
http://www.facebook.com/jelizabethphotography
Where did she get that?! Here are some of the amazing vendors from this wedding. Feel free to leave comments below.
Photography: J Elizabeth Photography :http://www.jelizabethphotos.com
Wedding Dress: Casablanca Bridal from Amore!
Flowers: Jessica Thornton- (Florist from home)
Bride Brooch Bouquet: https://www.etsy.com/shop/nicolasacicero
Venue: Quail Ridge Lodge
Bridesmaid dresses: Spool 72
DJ: Charlie Barrale http://youcallitentertainment.com
Makeup & Hair Artist: http://emily-miller.com
Party Bus: jedlimousine.com
Wedding Boots: Chuck boots
Save The Dates & Invites Rachel Eaton- I Do Invites
Wedding Planner: blisseventstl.com
Programs: http://kopytek.com
Brides Monogram Necklace https://www.etsy.com/shop/SilverJewelryArcade
Initial Necklaces https://www.etsy.com/shop/lizaslittlethings
Bridesmaid Tank Tops: https://www.etsy.com/shop/personTen
Photobooth: http://fisheyefun.com
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Chris and Courtney met years ago when they worked at the same place. He worked in a different department than her, and they rarely saw each other and didn’t have much contact. Little did they know, when she moved on from the company, that life would eventually bring them back together, this time for good.
Fast forward a few years, and they found themselves talking again, this time over something as simple as a comment she made on Facebook about one of the pictures he’d taken. Chris asked her out, and they continued the conversation over a few frames at Flamingo Bowl. After the date, they stayed up until 3a.m. texting each other about music, their pets, and whatever else popped into their heads.
One incredible year later, Chris surprised her with a proposal they'll remember the rest of their lives. He told her they were going to a press screening of a movie the day after Christmas. They arrived to the theater and took their seats. Instead of a feature film, a video Chris had made about the two of them started to play. He had interviewed her family, and she watched while they all talked about what she meant to them and how special their relationship was. At the end of the video, the house lights came on, and Chris dropped to one knee to ask Courtney to marry him. She said yes (Of course), and suddenly heard the cheering of some familiar voices. She turned around to discover that Chris had filled the theater with their family and friends. It was an unforgettable night.
When the time came for their engagement session, they wanted every location to have a personal meaning. They donned formal attire and we all headed to the old Sun Theater to snap shots in the gorgeously renovated space that looked like a scene straight out of old Hollywood. The theater seemed especially appropriate, given the big-screen nature of their proposal. Besides that, Chris works as a video producer, so a motion picture theme suited them. Before their day of dress-up came to an end, we stopped by the newly-remodeled Central Library downtown. They smiled, talked, and even danced amid the city’s most stunning architecture. Once the camera turned off, they relived the day with a celebratory dinner downtown.
Chris and Courtney agreed, "I simply cannot think of a better way to spend a day."
Fast forward a few years, and they found themselves talking again, this time over something as simple as a comment she made on Facebook about one of the pictures he’d taken. Chris asked her out, and they continued the conversation over a few frames at Flamingo Bowl. After the date, they stayed up until 3a.m. texting each other about music, their pets, and whatever else popped into their heads.
One incredible year later, Chris surprised her with a proposal they'll remember the rest of their lives. He told her they were going to a press screening of a movie the day after Christmas. They arrived to the theater and took their seats. Instead of a feature film, a video Chris had made about the two of them started to play. He had interviewed her family, and she watched while they all talked about what she meant to them and how special their relationship was. At the end of the video, the house lights came on, and Chris dropped to one knee to ask Courtney to marry him. She said yes (Of course), and suddenly heard the cheering of some familiar voices. She turned around to discover that Chris had filled the theater with their family and friends. It was an unforgettable night.
When the time came for their engagement session, they wanted every location to have a personal meaning. They donned formal attire and we all headed to the old Sun Theater to snap shots in the gorgeously renovated space that looked like a scene straight out of old Hollywood. The theater seemed especially appropriate, given the big-screen nature of their proposal. Besides that, Chris works as a video producer, so a motion picture theme suited them. Before their day of dress-up came to an end, we stopped by the newly-remodeled Central Library downtown. They smiled, talked, and even danced amid the city’s most stunning architecture. Once the camera turned off, they relived the day with a celebratory dinner downtown.
Chris and Courtney agreed, "I simply cannot think of a better way to spend a day."
We would like to give a special thank you to Aaron Bunse for letting us shoot in side this magical place. You really did a great job with the renovations and it helped make the photos beautiful.
Want their look?
Sophia draped gown by BCBG MAXAZRIA (purchased at Nordstrom)
Shoes: Nine West
Gold Bangle Bracelet from Nordstrom
Midnight blue tuxedo rented from The Black Tux (www.theblacktux.com)
Photography: J Elizabeth Photography (St Louis)
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Not safe for FB, but baby butts are totally welcome here on the blog:)
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